Monday, December 24, 2012

Blessing before a Christmas Stable

Today I ponder these words with deep wonder and profound gratitude and joy. Each time reading this I am struck by what we have been blessed by this special birth of Jesus. Pardon my comments as I weave them in between Father Cameron's beautiful reflection. You can read his uninterrupted reflection below

By Father Peter John Cameron, O.P. (published in Magnificat, Dec. 2012)
“No one, whether shepherd or wise man, can approach God here below except by kneeling before the manger at Bethlehem and adoring him hidden in the weakness of a newborn child.”  (CCC 563)
Lord Jesus, as I kneel before your manger in adoration, let my first Christmas word be: thank you. Thank you, Gift of the Father, for coming to save me from my sins. 

Without you I do not know even how to be human. [This is hard to grasp in any language; in any Enlightenment rationalism.]  The characteristics of your human body express the divine person of God’s Son. And in that wondrous expression, Lord you reveal me to myself. [How can this work? When I look upon another I am revealed?] Thank you for that saving revelation in your sacred humanity. As the Christmas liturgy proclaims, “in Christ man restores to man the gift of everlasting life.” [The mystery of 'the gift' that we are to one another.] Thank you for coming as one like myself to save me from myself.

You come as a baby because babies are irresistible and adorable. You come as a baby because you want our first impression of God incarnate to be that of one who does not judge. How I long to be united with you in every way. May I never be attracted to the allurements and charms of the world. [Matthew 13:35 - coming to embrace what Jesus reveals about things hidden since the foundation of the world.] May I love you always, at every moment, with all my heart, soul, mind and strength. May the tenderness, the dependency, and the mercy that you reveal in your infancy become the hallmarks of my life.

Newborn Savior, the very silence of your incarnation proclaims that the answer to the misery, the strife, and the meaninglessness of life cannot be found within us. [Newborn Savior, by breaking in on us, individually and collectively - by entering into history you free us from ourselves by opening a path out of our violence.] You alone are the Answer. As I kneel before you, eternal King, I surrender to you all my selfishness, self-absorption, self-indulgence, self-righteousness, self-assertion, and self-exaltation. [I now find myself in Christ, yours to mold; no longer an "I" who is separate from You.] Even as I adore you on this night of your birth, rid me of the nagging desire to be adored.

Word become flesh, you make your dwelling among us. Yet you do not live your life for yourself, but for us. And you enable us to live in you all that you yourself lived. [You authorize us to live your life, death and resurrection - your passion.] Help me to embrace this truth with all my mind and heart. Come and live your life in me. Empty me of my willfulness, my petulance, my hardness, my cynicism, my contemptuousness. [Help remove the mimetic entanglements that I am.] Fill me with your truth, your strength, your fortitude, your purity, your gentleness, your generosity, your wisdom, your heart and your grace. [Make full your I AM in me.]

O Emmanuel, may the assurance of your unfailing Presence be for me the source of unending peace. [May I relax into Your Source of eternal peace - letting go the peace as the world gives.] May I never fear my weakness, my inadequacy, or my imperfection. Rather, as I gaze with faith, hope and love upon your incarnate littleness, may I love my own littleness, for God is with us. Endow my life with a holy wonder that leads me ever more deeply into the Mystery of Redemption and the meaning of my vocation and destiny. ["Gazing requires a space within the heart to receive what we see and to embrace what we see." - Franciscan Prayer, Illia Delio]

Longed-for Messiah, your servant St Leo the Great well wrote that in the very act of reverencing the birth of our Savior, we are also celebrating our own new birth. From this night on may my life be a dedicated life of faith marked by holy reliance, receptivity, and resoluteness. [Freed of my reciprocity that causes me to spiral into want - I am made for relationships.] May I make my life a total gift of self. [There is nothing in me that preceded all his gifts and that could have served as a vessel to receive them. The first of his gifts, the basis of all the others, is that which I call my own "I". God has given me this "I"; I owe him not merely everything I have but also everything that I am... Everything is a gift, and he who receives the gift is himself first of all a gift received. - François Fénélon

May my humble worship of the nativity manifest how much I seek the father’s kingdom and his way of holiness. The beauty of your holy face bears the promise that your Father will provide for us in all things. This Christmas I renew my trust in God’s goodness, compassion, and providence. I long for the day when you will teach us to pray “Our Father.” [This implies wanting to be taught, and at the same time, it mirrors the "yes" of Mary.]

May your Presence, Prince of Peace, bless the world with peace, the poor with care and prosperity, the despairing with hope and confidence, the grieving with comfort and gladness, the oppressed with freedom and deliverance, the suffering with solace and relief. Loving Jesus, you are the only real joy of every human heart. I place my trust in you. [As Simon Peter proclaimed, "Lord, to whom shall we go? Thou hast the words of eternal life." John 6:68] 

Oh divine Fruit of Mary’s womb, may I love you in union with the holy Mother of God. May my life be filled with the obedience of St Joseph and the missionary fervor of the shepherds so that the witness of my life may shine like the start that leads the Magi to your manger. I ask all this with great confidence in your holy name. [The original meaning of confidence is literally "to have trust or have faith in another" and so I adjust my receptivity of meaning, my purpose in life to your holy name.] 
 Amen. [So be it.]


Here is the reflection by Father Peter John Cameron, O.P. reflection. 

Lord Jesus, as I kneel before your manger in adoration, let my first Christmas word be: thank you. Thank you, Gift of the Father, for coming to save me from my sins.  
Without you I do not know even how to be human.   The characteristics of your human body express the divine person of God’s Son.  And in that wondrous expression, Lord, you reveal me to myself.  Thank you for that saving revelation in your sacred humanity.  As the Christmas liturgy proclaims, “in Christ man restores to man the gift of everlasting life.”  Thank you for coming as one like myself to save me from myself.
You come as a baby because babies are irresistible and adorable.  You come as a baby because you want our first impression of God incarnate to be that of one who does not judge.  How I long to be united with you in every way.  May I never be attracted to the allurements and charms of the world.  May I love you always, at every moment, with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength.  May the tenderness, the dependency, and the mercy that you reveal in your infancy become the hallmarks of my life.
Newborn Savior, the very silence of your incarnation proclaims that the answer to the misery, the strife, and the meaninglessness of life cannot be found within us.  You alone are the Answer.  As I kneel before you, eternal King, I surrender to you all my selfishness, self-absorption, self-indulgence, self-righteousness, self-assertion, and self-exaltation.  Even as I adore you on this night of your birth, rid me of the nagging desire to be adored.
Word become flesh, you make your dwelling among us.  Yet you do not live your life for yourself, but for us.  And, you enable us to live in you all that you yourself lived.  Help me embrace this truth with all my mind and heart.  Come and live your life in me.  Empty me of my willfulness, my petulance, my hardness, my cynicism, my contemptuousness.  Fill me with your truth, your strength, your fortitude, your purity, your gentleness, your generosity, your wisdom, your heart, and your grace.  
O Emmanuel, may the assurance of your unfailing Presence be for me the source of unending peace.  May I never fear my weakness, my inadequacy, or my imperfection.  Rather, as  I gaze with faith, hope, and love upon your incarnate littleness, may I love my own littleness, for God is with us.  Endow my life with a holy wonder that leads me ever more deeply into the Mystery of Redemption and the meaning of my vocation and destiny.  
Longed-for Messiah, your servant Saint Leo the Great well wrote that in the very act of reverencing the birth of our Savior, we are also celebrating our own new birth.  From this night on may my life be a dedicated life of faith marked by holy reliance, receptivity, and resoluteness.  May I make of my life a total gift of self.  May my humble worship of your nativity manifest how much I seek the Father’s kingship and his way of holiness.  The beauty of your holy face bears the promise that your Father will provide for us in all things.  This Christmas I renew my trust in God’s goodness, compassion, and providence.    I long for the day when you will teach us to pray “Our Father.”
May your Presence, Prince of Peace, bless the world with peace, the poor with care and prosperity, the despairing with hope and confidence, the grieving with comfort and gladness, the oppressed with freedom and deliverance, the suffering, with solace and relief.  Loving Jesus, you are the only real joy of every human heart.  I place my trust in you.
Oh, divine Fruit of Mary’s womb, may I love you in union with the holy Mother of God.  May my life be filled with the obedience of Saint Joseph and the missionary fervor of the shepherds so that the witness of my life may shine like the star that leads the Magi to your manger.  I ask all this with great confidence in your holy name.
Amen.

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