A secular Franciscan & student of René Girard reflecting on how we desire according to the desire of the other. "Most High, glorious God, cast Your Light into the darkness of my heart, and grant me a right faith, certain hope and perfect charity, sense and understanding, Lord, so that I may know and do Your holy and true command." - St. Francis of Assisi: Prayer before the Crucifix
Friday, October 19, 2012
Sunday, October 14, 2012
Humility out lives pride
"WHAT THE RICH MAN LACKED"
“No man has faith who does not
believe that he has received his being from Go; Neither has he faith, who
thinks that any other than the Almighty can give him strength to become good,
for holiness is a higher gift than mere existence. Those who imagine they can
attain to holiness by any wisdom or strength of their own, will find themselves
after many labors, and struggles, and weary efforts, only the farther from
possessing it, and this in proportion to their certainty that they of
themselves have gained it.
Humility and self-contempt will obtain our wish far sooner than will stubborn pride. Though God is so exalted, his eyes regard the lowly, both in heaven and on earth, and we shall strive in vain to please him in any other way than by abasing ourselves. The Son of God came down from heaven and taught us by his life and words the way to heaven, and that way is humility, as he said: "he that humbleth himself shall be exalted" (Lk 18:14). Therefore, if you wish God to give you a new heart, you must first of all amend your deeds, and then lament your faults and accuse yourself of your sins. Do not extenuate your defects, but judge yourself justly; let not your self-love blind you, but when conscience accuses you of wrong, do not forget it, but keep it before your eyes and manifest it to Jesus Christ, your Savior and Physician. Weep for it before him, and he will comfort you without fail. No force can prevail with a Father like the tears of his child, nor is there anything which so moves God to grant us, not justice, but mercy, as our sorrow and self-accusation.”
— Saint John of Avila, Saint John of Avila (+1569) was a Spanish priest and a Church reformer. He is a Doctor of the Church.
— Magnificat, Vol 14, No. 6, October, 2012
Tuesday, October 9, 2012
Martha and Mary - Endowed with hidden power
Icon of St. Mary of Bethany (Sister of Ss. Lazarus & Martha) By: Nicholas Papas |
Answer: What Mary ought to have said to Martha, the Lord, anticipating her remark, said to her- that Mary had left everything to sit at the feet of the Lord and to bless God throughout the whole day. You see, the value of her sitting came from her love. To understand more clearly God’s Word, listen. If anyone loves Jesus and really gives oneself attentively to him and not in a superficial way, but also perseveres in love, God is already planning to reward that soul for that love, even though the person does not know what he is about to receive or what portion God is about to bestow on him. Indeed, when Mary loved Jesus and sat at his feet, Jesus did not merely place himself alongside her, but he endowed her with a certain hidden power from his very own being. For the words which God spoke to Mary in peace were in-breathing and of a certain power. And these words penetrated her heart and brought his soul to her soul, his Spirit to her spirit, and a divine power filled her heart. That power necessarily, wherever it is released, remains there as a possession which cannot be taken away. For this reason the Lord, who knew what he had given to Mary, said: “Mary has chosen the good part” (Lk 10:42). But not long after, the works of service, that Martha kindly performed, brought her also to that gift of grace. She also received the divine power in her soul.
From The Magnificat - an excerpt taken from the book: Pseudo-Macarius, The Fifty Spiritual Homilies & the Great Letter.
Wednesday, October 3, 2012
Looking at the crisis of faith - re-imagining our induction and the indelible mark that the cross is a mercy
In the Apostolic Letter announcing a Year of Faith, Pope Benedict XVI wrote:
Ever since the start of my ministry as Successor of Peter, I have spoken of the need to rediscover the journey of faith so as to shed ever clearer light on the joy and renewed enthusiasm of the encounter with Christ. During the homily at the Mass marking the inauguration of my pontificate I said: “The Church as a whole and all her Pastors, like Christ, must set out to lead people out of the desert, towards the place of life, towards friendship with the Son of God, towards the One who gives us life, and life in abundance.” It often happens that Christians are more concerned for the social, cultural and political consequences of their commitment, continuing to think of the faith as a self-evident presupposition for life in society. In reality, not only can this presupposition no longer be taken for granted, but it is often openly denied. Whereas in the past it was possible to recognize a unitary cultural matrix, broadly accepted in its appeal to the content of the faith and the values inspired by it, today this no longer seems to be the case in large swathes of society, because of a profound crisis of faith that has affected many people.The crisis of faith is a result of many things, one being our mimicking culture's relativism thus trivializing the significance and meaning of the indelible imprints we all have been given in our lives. Whether these imprints in our souls are negative or positive, they are hard-wired in us. The relativism and resistance to the indelible marks, and how they come to possess us - move us - inevitably results in a lack of character (a lack of the sense of substance) as we are left isolated and closed off to the gift of forgiveness - a mere shadow of what we were created to be.
The word indelible means - a mark that cannot be removed - everlasting - imperishable - abiding.
As Pope Benedict XVI invites us to contemplate - only by way of an indelible mark worthy of inclusion and induction into a body of persons, opened up by the reception and transmission of forgiveness, can a rediscovery of faith be encountered.
The Catechism of the Catholic Church, 698 explains as follows the significance of the image of "seal", used as the indelible mark to that of "sacramental character":
'The Father has set his seal' on Christ (John 6:27) and also seals us in him (cf. 2 Corinthians 1:22; Ephesians 1:23, 4:30). Because this seal indicates the indelible effect of the anointing with the Holy Spirit in the sacraments of Baptism, Confirmation, and Holy Orders, the image of the seal (σφραγίς) has been used in some theological traditions to express the indelible 'character' imprinted by these three unrepeatable sacraments. |
All of us have experienced indelible imprints; some that grow us, provide strength through faith, and of course some imprints that restrict and close us off to life. Lately, the readings at Mass have had more of a restlessness to them - a crispness that stirs in me something ancient yet something new. This stirring has brushed up against the indelible imprints in my soul (the defining marks of who I am as a person) and I thought I would share 4 of mine here.
1) Rooted in the Franciscan tradition I have taken in some of the "logic" of Saint Bonaventure's thought which is found in the coincidence of opposites. Ilia Delio wrote in Simply Bonaventure, "The notion of the Word as a center (and meeting) of opposites figures prominently in the structure of Bonaventure’s thought... Bonaventure identifies Christ as the coincidence of opposites..."
I have allowed my mind to wade through the debris that is often left in the center or aftermath of such 'collisions of opposites' so aptly stated by Franciscan Father Richard Rohr, OFM;
The Day After - a 1980 documentary about Dr. J Robert Oppenheimer and his role in the Manhattan Project.
2) The cross is a mercy. As Father Simon Tugwell observes, “it is the cross and only the cross that provides a constant point of reference in the chaos of our world, because there is all our poverty and helplessness and pain, all our yearning and all our mutual injustice, taken up into the stillness of God’s everlasting love and made into the instrument and revelation of his unchanging will.”The cross is a mercy as it holds the tension of opposites together - the transcendence and human - those who have gone before and those 7 generations in the future - and it is by way of this mercy that the Scriptures open us to be made new bringing us forth from our ashes to be the fruits of charity;
3) From James Alison, "What sort of difference does Rene Girard make to how we read the Bible?"
(W)hat Girard does with texts is in itself an education in the art of “doing things with texts” which is what we see Jesus do in the New Testament. It is the realisation that the centre of meaning is not to be found in the texts themselves. The centre of meaning is real, historical, non-textual, or not primarily textual, and the texts themselves are certain sorts of monuments to this real, historical, pre-textual reality.
James continues with this hard and fast image of an indelible mark:
At Hiroshima and Nagasaki, so intense were the explosions that the light from them etched what look like photographs of buildings and protrusions on the walls of other buildings. Each one of those light-etched walls is a monument to the unimaginable, and unsurvivable reality of the explosion, some hints of whose force can be read off from its monuments. And for Girard the centre of meaning, the unimaginable explosion, is a highly agile and dynamic centre in which two apparently opposed things are happening at the same time.
Obviously the texts can be powerful, yet we must journey through them to the centre of meaning - to the self-giving nature of Christ and the cross - order in the chaos – to the gift of faith through forgiveness. If we allow only the text to be the centre of meaning, never touching the gift of life, we will forever again be looking in the mirror and the consequences of “the day after” and the violence of our knowledge.
"The glitter of nuclear weapons. It is irresistible if you come to them as a scientist. To feel it’s there in your hands, to release this energy that fuels the stars, to let it do your bidding. To perform these miracles, to lift a million tons of rock into the sky. It is something that gives people an illusion of illimitable power, and it is, in some ways, responsible for all our troubles - this, what you might call technical arrogance, that overcomes people when they see what they can do with their minds."Waking up "the day after" is wallowing in the culture of men and mirroring the imprint of violence. As Christ-links however, we are called to mirror the culture of God where we are commissioned to reflect the true indelible imprint of Life and Creation. Graced by way of an induction into the liturgy and worship at the Mass, we are at once poured out and filled by this gift in the form of forgiveness.
4) There is a story of a little girl whose mother had given birth to a baby boy. The little girl asked her parents to leave her alone with the new baby. They felt her request was inappropriate, so they said no. Over time though they changed their minds and decided to let her have her private conference with the baby. The parents allowed their little girl to venture into the baby's room alone, but they had left the door open a crack - just enough to watch and listen. They saw the little girl walk quietly up to the baby, put her face close to his, and say,
"Baby, tell me what God is like. I'm starting to forget."If you are like me and others who I have shown this quote, the usual reaction is to get all sentimental. Well I'd like us to strip the sentimentality lens off and rediscover the journey of faith rooted in an awareness of how easy it is to stray and to forget. We are challenged every minute to be opened and thus becoming a mirror of forgiveness, an indelible mark, that has been received in an unfathomable, unmerited and mysterious faith.
Fragmenting ourselves in the whirling rides, noise, lights and ordors
On a Theme By Thomas Merton
by Denise Levertov
"Adam, where are you?"
God's hands
palpate darkness, the void
that is Adam's inattention,
his confused attention to everything,
impassioned by multiplicity, his despair.
Multiplicity, his despair;
that is Adam's inattention,
his confused attention to everything,
impassioned by multiplicity, his despair.
Multiplicity, his despair;
God's hands
enacting blindness. Like a child
at a barbaric fairgrounds --
noise, lights, the violent odors --
Adam fragments himself. The whirling rides!
Fragmented Adam stares.
at a barbaric fairgrounds --
noise, lights, the violent odors --
Adam fragments himself. The whirling rides!
Fragmented Adam stares.
God's hands
unseen, the whirling rides
dazzle, the lights blind him. Fragmented,
he is not present to himself. God
suffers the void that is his absence.
dazzle, the lights blind him. Fragmented,
he is not present to himself. God
suffers the void that is his absence.
The problem with mistakes in our past is that they compound themselves geometrically into the future unless we face them by looking in the mirror and asking for forgiveness. The truth is that unless we have a conversion of heart that helps us see what we have become - that we have not just been "assimilated" to the culture of violence and death but that we have also been absorbed and bleached and digested by it then we will fail in our duties to a new generation. (Paraphrasing some thoughts expressed four years ago by an American Archbishop I hope I have not strayed too far from his intent.)
In a piercing exactness, Denise Levertov paints for us the madness of our falling into distractions and thus our alienation from God.
What does it take to repent?
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